Another tough day regarding pain.  I saw the chiropractor this morning.  I had addidtional x-rays done and an adjustment.   My headache is worse today.  I am trying to work from home today and I doubt I will be able to attend church tonight.   I called my attorney under the advice of my chiropractor.  My Chiro said I should be paid lost wages right now due to not being able to work full time.  My chiro said that I will not be able to work full time for quite a while.  He said my recovery will be very slow follwoing such a serious accident.

I just wish I didn’t have to go through this.  I am very lucky in that my hubby’s family has been wonderful about coming by and helping me.   I don’t know what I would do with out them.  If my SIL knows that I am home alone at bedtime she will come over and put Tommy to bed for me.  I pray that I will be able to see some improvement soon.  I also pray that our stress will be lessened soon and our family will begin to go back to normal. 

I really keep trying to make sense out of this.   I actually have had two close calls to my life.  At this time last year I was in the ICU following a asthma attack with tac acardia (heart problems).   I live about 6 hours from my family.   They have not been able to be here for either of these traumatic incidents in my life.   Sometimes i wonder what God is trying to tell me by these incidents.  I am thankful for my life….do I need to appreciate it more….what is being asked of me?